Stressed

Depressed

Excited

Those are the words that come to mind when I think about school starting in a week. 

Annoyed that there are always people who say things and do things you think should be kept to themselves.  I know who to trust NOW and have prepared myself for the upcoming year.  And I believe in karma.  Karma should take care of all of that. 

Stressed by the list of things I keep thinking of that I should do. The list is endless. I don’t like lists that weigh on my mind…hence why I love summer.  

Depressed that summer is over and I won’t be able to drink coffee until noon and read books on the deck until I feel like getting up.  Depressed that my days schedule will now revolve around my job and making money instead of whatever it is that I want to do.  Depressed I won’t get to see my niece and nephews whenever I want.  Depressed that laying by the pool will have to wait until 3 pm except for weekends.  

Excited to meet a whole new group of kids and form a new classroom family! Excited to share ideas with colleagues and start fresh.  Excited to be challenged. 

Too many feelings for one day.  Heck, for one month. 

I think I’ll go back to relaxing for now…